Sunday, July 29, 2012

Tuesday, April 03, 2012


Dear my future husband 
I’m a very complicated person. I smile all the time, but deep down, I just feel very unhappy. I’m moody. I’ll be laughing one second, and sad the next. I’m annoying. I’m sensitive. I can be a ‘witch’. I might complain sometimes. I may scream a lot too -.-“ There’s so much wrong with me. I have so many flaws. But I hope that you still love me besides all that :)
Dear my future husband 
I can’t promise you that I will always agree. I can’t promise you that I will always tell you what’s wrong. I can’t promise that I will always be able to handle your pain. I can’t promise you that I will never get on your nerves. But I promise you that I will always be there for you. I will smile with you and I will cry with you. I will care for you when you get sick. I will cook for you and try to make it nutritious and delicious. I will care for our kids with all the love I have. I pray that our relationship last till our last breath. I look forward to our many adventures together :)
 Dear my future husband 
I can’t wait to watch you play with my nieces and nephews and how you take that same sweetness and play with our own kids. I can’t wait to cook with you and to have dinner disasters with you and having to go out to eat after I ruin our meal :D I can’t wait to tease you and make fun of you, run around the house with you and laugh harder than I’ve ever laughed with anyone else with you. I can’t wait to love you with all of my heart. I can’t wait to love you more than I’ve loved any other man. I can’t wait to open up to you in a way that I’ve always been afraid of. 
Dear my future husband 
If you die before me, I can’t promise that I won’t go insane but I can promise that I will love you until my final day, my final minute, my final second. My last thought I ever think will be of you, of how we raised our children, of how we fell in love, of how we stayed by each other’s side all of this time. How we managed through the damn hard times :’) laughed through the good ones and cried through the sad ones. Things probably won’t turn out the way we planned but that will have suited us fine because we had each other. And I will know that I would never have exchanged anything in the world for the life I lived next to you.

Sincerely future wifey of Achap Bahry :')
Nurul Shazwanie Binti Roslan.

Sunday, February 05, 2012

The Girl..

I’m the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you.
I’m the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms.
I’m the girl who never forgets the all sweet little things you do for me.
I’m the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have.
I’m the girl who once I let you into my heart, there’s always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I’m the girl who never forgets you.
I’m the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.
I’m the girl who you can talk to you about anything.
I’m the girl who laughs at your jokes.
I’m the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and will remember each one.
I’m the girl who will listen to you talk.
I’m the girl who really does want to be friends after a break up.
I’m the girl who loves it when you hug me for no apparent reason.
I’m the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead.
I’m the girl who loves you for you, and doesn’t care what other people say about us.
I’m the girl who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your girlfriend.
I’m the girl who loves the feeling when you take me by the hand without saying a word.

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Thank You :)

I know that I have been quite moody and down yesterday.
 I know that u worry about me when I’m being like that and 
one way I know that u love and care for me. 
Thank u very much for that sayang.
I love u so much for taking such good care of me ^__^
 Thank u love, for being there for me when I am down?
Thank u for holding on to my hand throughout the day. 
I really really appreciate it! T.T 
I am so happy that I have found a boy 
who not only supports me when I am down, 
but understands the challenges that I am going through. =.="
 I am so happy that I have found u Achap!
Thank u very very very much my love. 
I don’t think words can express the feelings I feel for u. 
I love u for always thinking about comforting me when i feel down. 
I love u because u are not ashamed to tell the world
 that u are with me and u love me. 
I love u, my love is only for u :')
p.s: Thanks for this happy one month b!
Happy Anniversary again! ^^
Muacksss! *BIGhug*

Sincerely childish girlfriend of Achap Bahry ,
Nurul Shazwanie binti Roslan >.<

Tuesday, December 27, 2011


 I hate when u're thinking about something
and u refuse to tell me what it is.
It makes me second guess myself.
Did I did something wrong?
Did I not remember something I should have?
Are u thinking of someone else u had rather be with?
I hate not knowing :')

Kill me inside :')