Tuesday, April 03, 2012


Dear my future husband 
I’m a very complicated person. I smile all the time, but deep down, I just feel very unhappy. I’m moody. I’ll be laughing one second, and sad the next. I’m annoying. I’m sensitive. I can be a ‘witch’. I might complain sometimes. I may scream a lot too -.-“ There’s so much wrong with me. I have so many flaws. But I hope that you still love me besides all that :)
Dear my future husband 
I can’t promise you that I will always agree. I can’t promise you that I will always tell you what’s wrong. I can’t promise that I will always be able to handle your pain. I can’t promise you that I will never get on your nerves. But I promise you that I will always be there for you. I will smile with you and I will cry with you. I will care for you when you get sick. I will cook for you and try to make it nutritious and delicious. I will care for our kids with all the love I have. I pray that our relationship last till our last breath. I look forward to our many adventures together :)
 Dear my future husband 
I can’t wait to watch you play with my nieces and nephews and how you take that same sweetness and play with our own kids. I can’t wait to cook with you and to have dinner disasters with you and having to go out to eat after I ruin our meal :D I can’t wait to tease you and make fun of you, run around the house with you and laugh harder than I’ve ever laughed with anyone else with you. I can’t wait to love you with all of my heart. I can’t wait to love you more than I’ve loved any other man. I can’t wait to open up to you in a way that I’ve always been afraid of. 
Dear my future husband 
If you die before me, I can’t promise that I won’t go insane but I can promise that I will love you until my final day, my final minute, my final second. My last thought I ever think will be of you, of how we raised our children, of how we fell in love, of how we stayed by each other’s side all of this time. How we managed through the damn hard times :’) laughed through the good ones and cried through the sad ones. Things probably won’t turn out the way we planned but that will have suited us fine because we had each other. And I will know that I would never have exchanged anything in the world for the life I lived next to you.

Sincerely future wifey of Achap Bahry :')
Nurul Shazwanie Binti Roslan.

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